I'm outta control...

Lonnnnng Road......

While I was driving down an Empty,Long Road yesterday, I looked in the rear-view mirror & looked as if the long road behind me was my past. Then I looked forward & realized that the road ahead of me was even longer. But this road ahead of me was No Dead-End...There was a sign warning "Fork in the Road Ahead".
I have Faith that when I do reach that Fork in the road My Lord will guide me to take the right path.

~Before You Walk Out My Life~

*Amazing Bliss*

The Backstabbers =)

Daddy's Little Girl ;-)

In light of Father's Day, I felt the need to write about my dad & how much he means to me.
Typically every little girl's First crush/Love is with her daddy. This true for me. My Daddy has always been & will always be My First Love.
My dad wasn't always there {physically} growing up. He was always in & out of jail. {Mostly because of drugs}. I noticed how my mom struggled to take care of me & my sister...One of the reasons I learned responsibility at a young age. I was the oldest & had to help mom with my lil sister. I remember as a lil girl, taking early, long bus rides to visit dad upstate. Ofcourse, then as a child I didn't resent or Love my dad any less. When I was 13yrs. old, we moved to Tampa, Florida from NYC. My mom wanted to continue to raise us in Florida because she felt it was in our best interest to do so. Dad soon came after. When I was maybe 14-15yrs old, My parents were having issues, & my dad had an affair with a woman he worked with at the time.He stood with this woman moments at a time, being back & forth with her & us. She had 2 children from my dad, a girl & a boy. At the time I remember being upset, confused, & even disappointed. I remember clearly the emotions & heartache my mom went through. Despite feeling mixed emotions about the situation, My Love for my dad did not change.
Dad wasn't into the same bad habits in Tampa as he was in NYC...The problem wasn't drugs & jail anymore, now it was deceit & betrayal. While mom & dad attempted to work out their issues, He was there for me & my sister...Softball games & all.
Through the years & looking back....Dad has changed alot. Could be age/maturity, location, or a combination of both. but the important thing is that HE HAS CHANGED for the best.
My whole point? No matter what mistakes he made or continues to make, no matter what kind of relationship him & mom had/have, the fact that he has two other children w/another woman...Whatever it was or is, My Father never gave me or my sister the impression that he did not Love us unconditionally & for that I Love him unconditionally!
Me & Dad are close, more like friends. He is very comfortable confiding in me as do I. No matter how much older I get, he never fails to remind me that I'll always be his Little Girl.
My Daddy is Ray Aguilera & he's THE BEST DAD EVER..
*HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY...I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. XOXO
YOUR LITTLE GIRL,
-JOANN "JO" AGUILERA

Stop being like the rest of them!

Why dudes get mad when you compare them to Exes or Past experiences? Because sooner or later, they do similiar shit like the dudes in your past. Seriously. Stop being like the rest of them. If you want to be taking seriously, Dare to be Different & Stop being so damn Predictable. I'm so tired of hearing, "I'm Not like that", "I'm Not like other Niggas, you've messed with". Don't talk about it, Be about it. You want to Impress me, Genuinely be Different & Unpredictable. Have me saying "Wow", instead of "Damn, I should've known better". I mean if you really think that's effective bait, it might work on some...But, I've heard all the same ish, time & time again. It gets so redundant, that after a while, it all sounds like straight BullShyt. So, don't be surprised when we roll our eyes as you say "I'm Not like that"!! It gets old & annoying. XOXO